Rumi

All night, a man called “God”
Until his lips were bleeding.
Then his Adversary said, “Hey! Mr Gullible!
... How comes you’ve been calling all night
And never once heard God say, “Here, I AM”?
You call out so earnestly and, in reply, what?
I’ll tell you what. Nothing!”

The man suddenly felt empty and abandoned.
Depressed, he threw himself on the ground
And fell into a deep sleep.
In a dream, he met an angel, who asked,
“Why are you regretting calling out to God?”

The man said, “ I called and called
But God never replied, “Here I AM.”

The Angel explained, “God has said,
“Your calling my name is My reply.
Your longing for Me is My message to you.
All your attempts to reach Me
Are in reality My attempts to reach you.
Your fear and love are a noose to catch Me.
In the silence surrounding every call of “God”
Waits a thousand replies of “Here I AM.”

Some Hindi-Urdu thoughts......

Meray aashna ko meri khabar na huee,,,,,

Doo ghadi ke aarzu huee,,,,

Justaju na hui,,,

Mera muqadhar mujhe ghurta raha,,,,,

Uskee shab ne huee,,,

Hamaree sehar na huee..............

SONG OF OoPs! CraZy LoVe.

I wonder at times,,,,,,
Why were you so quiet,,,,
And me so shy,,,,














God smiled in the sky,,,
When you sprinkled your love,,,,,
Through your eyes,,,,


I could see my shadow,,,,,
Sitting in your eyes,,,,,

Then why,,,,,
Why did you leave,,,,
Why,,,,,

FAKE GURUS.

We believe in fakes because we cannot get the real ones,,,,,
Be it anything, even the spiritual gurus,,,,,

It's a shame, that we all depend on fake Gurus for our needs,,,,
Just to fulfill our desires,we sell our soul's soul,,,,

And how about them, who don't go to any of the so called Gurus ?,,,
Are they not looked after ?,,,,,
Are they unhappy in life ?,,,,,

A Guru who thrives on people's money and gifts, is no Guru,,,,
Let's be little logical,,,,,
Study, study the Guru's in and out,,,,
Please don't sell your soul's soul,,,,,

Select a Guru , who has not died of AIDS,,,,
Select a Guru, who does not use  BLACK MAGIC to show Miracles,,,,,,
Select a Guru, who does not have LUSTY eyes,,,,,
Select a Guru, who promises  to reach you HOME,,,
YOUR REAL ABODE.

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I do not understand big big words,,,
Indirect words,,,,,,
Complicated words,,,,,
Unspoken words,,,,,
These days,,,,

Simple words,,,,,
Clear words,,,,
Easy words,,,,
Small words,,,,,,
Suite my system,,,,,
These days,,,,,,,

We talk about philosophy,,,,,
And name it as Spirituality,,,,,
We talk of smiles,,,,,
Which cannot even travel few miles,,,,,
We talk of love,,,,,
But......I better shut.

You,yes you !

Was reading a book of my choice,,,,,

My desired words and preconceived lines,,,,,,

Intoxicating was the atmosphere,,,,,,

Lovely was my book,,,,,,,

But  then I would look up at the sky,,,,

Then would peep through the mountains,,,,

Why this distraction,why this uneasiness,,,,, 

Was I waiting for You !!!!!!!

Tired eyes did not stay up for long,,,,,
Dreamy eyes longed for food of dreams,,,,,
And there my body supported the eyes,,,,
Thus I began to fall down the hill,,,,,
Helpless was I,to survive I had no skill,,,,
Gave up,yes gave up the books,,,,,
And the reality was in front of my eyes,,,,,,
Suddenly something or somebody grabbed me,,,,
Held me tight in a second, and i stopped in nowhere,,,,
Hey, was it You !!!!!!!!

Yes it was you,,,,,

Often dreamed of you ,,,,,

Wanted to reach you,,,,

Wanted to feel you,,,,

Not that I was alone,,,,

But I felt your pull,,,,

Which was very strong,,,,,

But fear was my family,,,,

He lived very close to me,,,,

Fear of my poverty,,,,,

Fear of my ugliness,,,,

Fear of my circumstance,,,,,

But see what happened ?,,,,,
Love appeared,,,,
Fear disappeared !,,,,
How did it happen ?,,,,,
Who made it happen ?,,,,
Please answer,,,,,,,,,,
Is it you ?.....

Don't know who are you,,,,,
Because words have been ,,,,
Just talking about you,,,,,
Wish to know you in flesh,,,,,
Even if i can't,,,,,,
Will still love you nevertheless,,,,
You made me beautiful,,,,,,
To see your beauty,,,,,,,,

 Oh my beautiful reality,,,,,
I wanna see you,,,,
Hold you,touch you,,,,
With the soul,,,,,,
And only soul,,,,,
Because body perishes,,,,,
Soul survives,,,,,
Lets survive forever ,,,,,,
Ever and together,,,,
Yes my Love ,,,,
In spite of all my flaws,,,,,
In spite of fear of rejection,,,,,
You will still be my selection,,,,,

Mind proposes,Heart disposes !

"Fine, if you insist",,,
"No problem",,,,,,
"Alright then , bye",,,,
"It's over",,,,,
"The end",,,,,,

We hear these words very often,,,,
Sometimes you utter,,,,,,
And at time i utter,,,,,

What does it mean,,,,,
Why do we speak,,,,
These words which ,,,,,
Mean nothing to the Heart,,,,

Heart and mind don't walk together,,,,,,,
Mind proposes,heart disposes,,,,
Then why do we hurt the heart,,,,
Let the mind take some rest,,,,
Tongue, you just caress,,,,
Heart is the one I follow,,,,
Heart is the one won't you  follow ?,,,,

All the other paths are hollow,,,,
Let's  be 'The Heart',,,,,,
And not just shallow....

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